i have come to realize that there are only a few people in life that you can depend on. and despite what has happened and will happen, they will always be there. Truly amazing people that i MUST thank God for.

burt's bees replenishing lip balm smells like mochi. ... which reminds me of green tea icecream.

Truth

it's hard to face reality sometimes cause the truth isn't always sugarcoated. Recently, i found out that i'm okay with that. There are people that i want to continue having wonderful friendships with after college. Sometimes, life doesn't go as planned. i guess in a way, God must have a plan for us. Maybe i can go travel or something. i just need to be independent for once. i need to live life and go out because i can. not to party and all that jazz but just to soak in life. So im rambling  but i would like to thank everyone who has impacted my life. Through good and bad times i realize that that's life. I accept it. I would like to be true to myself  more. By doing that, i would understand others better too. It's weird, i guess i have a sense of who people are. i try not to judge them, for i don't want to be judged, but i observe from afar. Maybe understanding too much isnt so great either. There are some things that just have to come at the moment. I'm trying really hard to trust others, know the bounderies and just have fun. Honestly, i dont mind as much anymore, go talk behind my back, haha if it makes you feel superior. i'll be the bigger person. i dont need you. in fact, i dont want you.

To those i truly care about :

i really cant say i love you to someone if i dont mean it, so if i say it to you, seriously, i freaken mean it!
i really really really care for you guys and what happens and i hope we can be friends for a long time to come. Yes, a chapter of our lives may be ending and sometimes im glad, but that doesnt mean our friendship will go along with that.

so really, i do not make sense but WTFF i dont care. hahaha

i am excited about

FRANCE MY LOVE.

so i was describing my feelings to my friend about france

it's like a bigg crush on someone, but instead it's France.

wtf, i miss everything about france okay even the freaken gypsies !! that's how desperately i miss it.

with that said, good night.

somehow , i dont know why, i think good night sounds very attractive.

maybe i am just tired but really i am not .

and im just RAMBLING AWAY.

so i want to " be attractive"

GOOD NIGHT.

if you are true, i'll keep you.

to those unworthy

you stay.

why aren't your lives taken away?

to those who are kind

why God, must you be so blind?

This is not the life You want to take

it's your choice, your make.

But at last, the time has come

please Lord, don't be dumb.

To those unworthy

wither, ye may.

 God has chosen

sad, hearts broken

chosen chosen

in which

i do not have a say.